wondering if dreams are worth it...

...if dreams are like Freud says they are, representations of unconscious desires, thoughts and motivations...

...and if that's not enough, try living like i do, and instead of just sleeping to dream, pretend them while you're awake.

who's to say we can't make our dreams come true? whether it's figuratively or literally, there's no reason that dreams can't become realities when we take matters into our own hands.

if dreams are desires, and wild while we sleep, imagine how wild and hot than can be when you're awake in the world.

if dreams are thought, imagine how powerful those thoughts can be when put into word.

and if dreams are motivations, well then what the heck are you waiting for?!? the only thing holding you back is you!

so to answer my question as to if dreams are worth it or not...HECK YES! just be bold enough to keep on dreaming after the sun comes up in the morning!

dreams are the manifesting place for reality to exist. with the world as our stage and people as our puppets, the possibilities of play are endless.

Psalm 119:37

Turn away mine eyes from beholding vanity; and quicken thou me in thy way.

frozen in time.

...you're not the only one who's lonely and broken. just because you saw a love in you parents shatter to pieces doesn't mean that love that lasts isn't real. don't be afraid to let yourself love, because you might miss someone out there like me who would love you no matter what.

i'm leaving for a while but i pray i'll be back. if i don't get to see you before i go, and if i don't get to tell you then you may never know...but i love you, so much, and you deserve the world, i just wish i could be the one to be there with you when you see it.

i'll keep watching, admiring and loving you from afar, and if I find some way to send my love to you I will, but it will be in a way that you won't know me still.

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Forever in love with you...

sometimes people suck.

...and i'm over it.

secret admirer.

I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart, unseen.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realize that you love me.

sometimes i hope.

-i hope i'm not the only one that misses how we used to be.

-i hope i haven't put my dreams on a shelf that i can't reach.

-i hope i'll grow the lady balls to tell my crush how i feel about him.

-i hope you know how much you mean to me.

-i hope second chances are available in places where i've gone wrong.

-i hope people see me the way i want them to see me.

-i hope i can find my confidence again.

...oh well hello.

i wasn't built to be alone.