"When you want something in life, reach out and grab it." - Chris McCandles

From me to you, in hopes that by some small chance in the world that anything I go through or could possibly say might help you in your life, in your hopes, in your dreams.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

t.s.



i'm not sorry.

go ahead and post childish things on facebook about me, by all means, if it means that much to you, act like you're in high school and spread all the gossip and all the drama like wildfire. if it makes you feel like a bigger and better person to talk poorly about me with all of these other so called "friends" behind my back then please carry on. your actions and your words are nothing to me. i wouldn't even waste my time acknowledging your petty existence but i feel like you should know that i'm not sorry. i did nothing wrong. i was never trying to be your friend, in fact i knew you didn't like me, you made that quite clear; it was always me that went out of my way to be kind to you. so no, i'm not sorry for what i did, in fact the only thing i'm sorry for is not being honest from the get go.

to the rest of you that think i don't know you're talking about me when i turn my back...i know everything. so you can wear those sly little smirks around all day long thinking that you're some kind of powerful, when in all actuality you're all disposable and replaceable. if you don't like me, stop pretending that we're friends, it's honestly just exhausting and annoying trying to be friends with people that would rather just talk ABOUT you rather that TO you.

there's a reason why i'm never friends with females for long, and it's women like you that remind me why. you can say what you will but the reason i'm closer to men than the rest of you is because men RUN from drama, and that's all you know and that's why you're forever alone. so please like i said, if all you're going to do is play nice to my face and bitch behind my back, remove yourself from my life and save us all the time and drama because i'm not gong to waste my life with pathetic souls such as yourselves.

to those of you that this message does not regard, my apologies. but in fair warning, watch out in life for people like the ones i've spoken of above. these people will suck you dry of sanity and make you think that it's you that has the issue when in reality it's all about them.

xx.
M.